My lovely ways of trauma therapy

SHORTLY AFTER MY SON DIED IN MAY THIS YEAR, I WENT HEAD OVER HEELS INTO SCRAP BOOKING. UNFORTUNATELY I COULDN'T FIND A STARTER SET, WHICH I COULD BUY AND IMMEDIATELY START WITH THE PROJECT AT HOME. PATIENCE IS NOT ONE OF MY STRONG TRAITS, SO I HURRIED FROM ONE CRAFT SHOP INTO ANOTHER, BUYING EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT COULD BE HANDY, LOOKED NICE OR COULD BE OF ANY USE TO MY NEW HOBBY.
I ENDED UP WITH A MASSIVE HEAP OF SCRAP BOOKING SUPPLIES, I COULD OPEN MY OWN SHOP WITH IT NOW,  AND WAS READY TO START.
NEGLECTING ALL OF MY OTHER DUTIES AT HOME AS MOM AND WIFE, I SAT HOURS AND HOURS TURNING MY PRECIOUS PHOTOS AND MEMORIES OF MY SON INTO BEAUTIFUL ART.
NOW WE HAVE A BEAUTIFUL ALBUM FULL OF PRECIOUS MEMORY PAGES OF MATTHIAS.
AND.....LOTS OF UNUSED SCRAP BOOK SUPPLIES.....
TIME FOR SOME NEW ART......SO I CAME TO INSPIRATIONAL PAINTING.
AND BUILDING THIS WEBSITE AND BLOG.
FOR SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSER TO ME, IT MIGHT SEEM AWKWARD TO SEE AGAIN IN MEMORY OF MY SON MATTHIAS, AND SOME MIGHT THINK, OH NOT AGAIN, CAN'T SHE GET OVER IT....
NO I CAN'T AND I WILL NOT GET OVER IT. THE REST OF MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING I DO WHILE ON EARTH AND BEYOND I'LL DO IN MEMORY OF MY SON MATTHIAS.
YOU MIGHT WANT TO GET USED TO IT..

IN LOVE.....
CLAUDIA

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